Fear not for the future, weep not for the past.

Val Appears Again!!!

2009-05-25T03:53:00.000-07:00

Wow.. its been such a long time since i blogged!! I even forgot my password.. Well since my last entry many things have changed over the months. First up i had smashing birthday bash last year i must say. Friends were there to assist. Rin and gang always helping out. The birthday card and video was just mind blowing. Friends like these are hard to forget and i always feel blessed and same time want the lord to bless them too.

Well apart from Birthday Bash, now i am in SIM doing the course i wanted to and at the same time working as a teacher.. Well 2009 so far has been okay for me all going smoothly but the sea aint always calm.. I do have my ups and down moments but i try my level best to get thru each obstacles and having good frens around me makes it simpler.. I'll now update my blog often cos..
I've a new laptop and i find it so nice to just type and type..

Its back to work again tmr.. life's just a routine now.. next week i'll be a chiltern house.. FUN FUN FUN!!

Alright will write more tmr.. todae i think i'll just fill in wad has happen to me from sept till now..
Life's Full of Surprises!!

Gone and Back...

2008-09-03T00:30:00.000-07:00

The last i entry i saw was like a year ago!! MAN.. that was really long.. ok so few updates over the months.. i'm a graduate with diploma in Civil and structural Engg.. intending to take up Bachelor of Construction Management in RMIT-SIM.

Well to actually think of it, my life is still the same over the year.. whaha.. status quo:D now tat i am free i think i can start bloggin when i feel like it.. THIS YEAR I TURN 21!! yup old hag.. whahah..

Family giving me some bash at Spans Joms which i am kinda excited abt. the only thing i hate about all this is, on that day, attention will be on u! and i hate all these.."wow now big already arh.. got start thinking of getting a good job..bla bla bla.."

OKie this is all for todae..short start..now back to my music, and hoping to get my nutella cake later when i meet su and pearl..

Back and Off Again...

2007-08-31T02:15:00.000-07:00

I had a rocking time in Malaysia with my school mates and came back ytd. and tmr i am off to california!!! whee.. The malaysia trip was so cool, went to genting and malacca. Stayed in Shah Alam and the RND band was good. Well i definitely had a blasting time at the lounge, dancing away!! DANGDUT!! "Geleking away~"(is there such word?) I did some silat moves and pulled my friends to dance along. The band themselves were very spontanious.

I would say the group that went along were all party goers so it was nice to have them.And the teachers were also fun to be with.So tmr i am off to States and now i gotta do some packing. and prepare myself.. hope i dun get jet lag.. okie den hope to tell more stories when i come back!!!!

psst..DUN MISS ME YA!!!

Holidays!!!

2007-08-23T23:15:00.000-07:00

Well its about a week now since my holidays started.Exams was a killer, maths was demanding and exhausting. Time given was not satisfying. Anyways, this week was pretty fun. I am tied up almost every day. (Busy woman la~ can't be helped). Went msia last friday by KTM and gosh was it a killer!! The train was scheduled to leave at 10 but it left at 1130. ok fair enough cos it had to wait for the crossing of e other train. At JB also it delayed!!!! damn!!! we only reached KL at 915!! CAn u imagine another 45 min and its 12 hrs!!!! my back was aching and i was jail up at the window seat. The guy next to me was just slping and i din wan disturb him to get out. Had lots of fun there came back on Monday which toook us only like 4 and 1/2 hrs by bus!!!

The days following were just shopping and hanging out with frens. Rin came over on wed, stayed and played dress up in room!! IT was damn cool!!! Rin being my size starts taking my whole closet.. whahah~ so now am left with 3 days before i leave to KL again wif sch den back on thurs and i am off to CALIFORNIA!!! WoohOO~ HOLIDAYS CANT GET ANY BETTER THAN THIS!! so yeah definitely hope to have fun wif SU and her parents.. and shop till i drop there.. no money to come home. i prolly sing on the streets show off some asian talent:D

okie guess that's all now.. will write more again!!! WHEE!!!!!!!!!

"We are all travelers in the wilderness of this world, and the best we can find in our travels is an honest friend."

Friends?

2007-07-08T04:06:00.000-07:00

Its so funny just to think how sometimes people whom u respect, love most turn your back on you and leave u hanging in your most difficult times.Well i'm not reffering to myself but in general when i sit and observe how many people are left to move on in life after they were left to hang.

"Trust no one but yourself"

Mike knew someone whom he love very much but when he was facing the most crucial time of his life, Tom, Mike's friend left him for few reasons which Mike never knew about. So he had to move on with his life because he didnt want Tom to think he was a loser. He wanted Tom to know he could move on in life without him.So with some help of others and himeslf Mike did. And he did it well. For that i am very proud of MIke. After reading this story i was inspired to move on in life eventhough sometimes friends leaves you behind, i will ensure i finish the race that i was in. Well it is obviously good to have a motivator but its sadder if the motivaters too leaves u, so we got to get our feet back to race to the finishing line, whatever it takes me to i will have to do. Not for anyone but for myself.

Anything is possible if we put our mind to it.

"Mind over matter"

Monday

2007-07-02T07:22:00.000-07:00

Well first day of the week. Monday blues always happens to me. Woke up late for my 8 am class. So when for the next,
Day was great.Just that when i come home on a Monday things change. Its the 7th week since my dad left. I always have flashbacks about how the day went that night. How i came home and how it all went. Everyday i try to let it go but its hard i guess.Sometimes i cannot make self to believe he is gone. It happen so fast to actually realise my dad's coffin was there in the house. Anyway so Monday is a really a day i'll never forget even if it brings me Monday blues.

So just finished watching "In her Shoes" awhile ago. Nice show, about love of two sisters.Well sometimes siblings just irritates one another but at the end the love never dies.

Blood is thicker than water.

What a Night!

2007-07-01T00:30:00.000-07:00

"I got free tickets for christina's concert!! Woo!"

Well i'm not much of a Christina Aguilera fan, there are only few songs i know by her. So when Chun Cheng asked me along for her concert i thought sure.So many ppl are dying to watch her perform, so will just go for it. So we reach the Singapore Indoor Stadium we were ushered to our seats. The view from where we were sitting was cool, it wasnt that far and we could see clearly.

So as the crowds packs in the atmosphere was superb. There was a boy sitting infront of us,he looked like Justin from ugly betty, the way he claps and snaps his fingers to beat.He was shouting and he even made a poster for her! Must be a really BIG fan of her!She perform Candymanwhich was totally awesome! THe audience were dancing and lady marmalade was terrific!!!so at 10 the concert ended, we too took our leave. Walk pass NAtional stadium where we couldhear roars too!Kit chan was singing and soon after there were fireworks!! We manage to get hold of that too. We took pictures outside the stadium for the last time. The walk to the MRt station wasa killer, it was so freaking hot! We headed to Clark Quay, Ate MAc and den proceeded toIguana Cafe to have a Ice Blended Blueberry Martini. Yum YUm. it was the sweetest cocktail i've ever drank. With the salt around the glass, just perfect!

After that headed to MOS. NOw no more Smoking in club only designated area. Air is much better that way, but from the smokers point of view they would be probably cursing the govt and saying "this is bullshit man". SO we danced, met Jeremy and gang, his birthday, den met Kumar and friends, Well it was pretty awesome night i would say! After tat headed home sweet home to sleep!!!With our legs so tired....

"Our lives are like a candle in the wind.sO live to the fullest"

Hole in the Pocket

2007-06-23T08:40:00.000-07:00

Hmmm.. How do i start writing? Well guess its just typing whatever happen to u today, i think..OK got it! Woke up like 12.30pm and got ready to meet RINNY the PINNY, whahha. We headed town. And we did some shopping. And i guess tat's it no more shopping. My pockets are empty.. literally!! Bought a bag.. and they came in plastic bag which looked like the ones in the market. So luckily i went to MONDO to get myself a pair of pointy shoes. So there they gave nicer paper bags which i could fit my bag in too. So at least it doesnt look like i brought something from the market. So Rinny(whahha i love calling her tat.. tho she hates it) bought herself a pair of shoes too. Pointy ones! WEeWheEt!!And den we walked around town den decide to head back home. And man... nowadays young punks they think there are in US!! The way they dress they all think they are Good Charlotte.But den again i guess its their concept, so i have no right to say anything. Its their style.Who are to judge Val.haha.. ok side track...So anyway den i headed to have dinner with mom, bro and sis in law. Had a good time. Tea Tarik was power pack!! whahha. and den pass by the Bapok lane. Really amazed me how beautiful they are. Better den the ladies out there.

SO here i am. back home! guess i'll watch a dvd later. Really Wonder how time flies and one day is gone just like that. Den comes tmr and we try to do someting and again it goes on and on. Den sch starts.. den graduate.. den work.. den bla bla bla.. ok i'm stopping cos i really have no idea what to write.

Like they all say, "Time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself."

Vacations Over!

2007-06-22T08:58:00.000-07:00

Hey its me again. WOW.. its really been a long time since i last blog. Well so much has happen to me within this time,May 14 i came back home. Spoke my heart out to him. Assured him i'll do him proud take care of mom. Its really heart torturingto see your love one lie there in pain but not expressing it out. JUst keeping quiet enduring any pain that comes.I'll nvr be able to do what my dad did.

"you fought this battle well and you fought like a warrior." That was what i told on May 14.

I nvr thought that was the last i ever spoke to him agian. I went to take my shower and dinner. An hour later after i spoke to him. I heard my auntie shouting out my name. I ran to the room. My aunt said. " i think your dad's gone"I knew this was coming.But when the time come. Damn! Its hard to handle. I was shouting. God knows what i said. I shaked my dad to see if he was still breathing. BUt all in vain. He was gone. Gone to be with the lord. He really went to sleep toput all of his pain to rest. So May 16, he was creamated. My Dad's physical body was gone. He must be happy wherever he is right now smiling and looking upon us. Watchin over us and protecting us.
The loneliness didnt hit then during the funeral but after everyone was gone. Back to continue with their lives. We too hadto move on with ours. Till todae as i am typing this i feel my life is very lonely with my dad. We used to talk and talkabout stuffs. I nvr hid anything from him. Even when i got late in sch i told him. THe funny part is i nvr felt lonelyeven though he was sick and lying in the room. i still knew he was there. But now when i walk past the room and i see the bed emptyit jus hurts. I had plans for my parents when i work i'll bring them out. Treat them with my money. Well the dreamsgoes to my mom know. Man its too fast. MY buddy left and he aint coming back. Maybe one day we'll meet again.

"Death is certain, live is uncertain"

Blog illitrate

2007-05-11T19:43:00.000-07:00

Its been 2 days since i set up my blog. I seem to be having so much problem with it. Cant seem to place the skin i want.Should have paid attention in java class. Sometimes in life i guess we dont value things and people, till we need them and they are gone. So now my blog's template stays. WHy? Cos Val doesnt know how to change it.. after like trying few time of editing the HTML i still don seem to get it, it keeps saying ERROR.. damn... but nvm wad eva it is i'm still happy writing my tots down. i thinki don want this to be a public blog cos i have so much to write and people might jus think i am showing off my probs..nvm drop it.. i went to my aunt's funeral ytd and made so many frens.. cousins whom i were not even close to!! NOW we just click.. i mean its so fun. Todae i am going to mandai cremetorium its the second time i'll be heading there. NOw wad its actually a nice place. With Fountains n the t0ilet is really really nice:D

The toilet is nice till 6 pm!! whahahah..

Congrats To Val-e-genius!!!

2007-05-10T08:43:00.001-07:00

Hey!! Guess what..."Val's got a blog...beat that!" Val's friend said.

Ok so ya i've a got a blog. After that so bloody long, i mean i guess its time people actually delete their blog, forget all abt it till webs starts forming but No... Val starts up her own blog. Well i suddenly had this thing for blog i myself don't know why. I always people who wrote blog were merely wasting their time and look now, i've the swallow those words. Here i am sitting down infront on my com writing this entry. I dun really know if i'll keep up to the phase of writing it everydae but i guess it jus makes me happy writing stuffs:D

Well first posting man!!! WOOHOO!!! Never really done this before.. But the first posting and i'm like figuring out wad to write.. well guess i'll leave till tmr.. WOW!! still amazed wit myself.

Crowd roars.."Give it up to Val!! For her new BLOG!!! wooooooo"

People from everyway comes together and say.."Val's got a blog... go check it out!!"